YOOOOOOOOOOOO! (:

i was so damn high awhile ago, but now...


happy because i ate with joycelyn just now and had fun with her at hawker. she rocks. :D

ok, i failed mock exam miserably&its sucha sad case. if this is already my standard, how am i gona compete with others from all over the world and how am i going to secure a place in poly? HOW?

i can expect myself to fail maths this midyear. BUT well, i will still try my best and never give up [: so what if i know i dont have a high chance of passing and so what if i suck at maths? so what if i cant do damn well for midyear? i'm just gona cry over it and learn from my mistakes. dont come bullshit to me abt well, stilll can de. i only believe in myself for this. i know myself best.

waaa. i'm still so damn pissed with f&n. i know being piss with solve anything, but its better that i voice myself out and not keeep it to myself and.. 'ren' till midyear's over. i wont be able to tahan it. i'm left with 1 more day to be pissed. well, if monday.. there's still ppl asking for extra deadline, i'm just gona explode and vent my anger out. (i wont care midyear or not, affect mood or not anymore.) seriously, 3 more days is more than enough. if we can finish, so can you all. yvonne&me shared one comp and have to take turns yet we tried out best to chiong already. this means that its just how you manage your time.

so much things are weighing on my mind and yet, i'm trying to endure with everything. there's so much unfairness towards me that i wish i could just SAY it out. but it wont solve anything and i know it would only mean unhappiness. since someone's bound to be unhappy, bound to be sacrifice, so... i'm the chosen one AR? its so freaking unfair that everything around me is changing and yet, no one noticed. or rather, if you noticed, you dont care. all these are definitely unfair to me. )':

family is the only ^^v thing. the rest, i dont know. i just dont know, and please dont ask me why. i really really hate it whenever WHYS are asked except for some ppl whom ask me. because they know. [:

random thoughts

我一直在忍受所有的一切， 但你们看到了； 察觉到了吗？是迟钝吗？或我的感受根本不重要？？？ 好烦， 不知道我还能忍多久……多久？？